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Why You Can’t "Find" Faith (And What To Do Instead)

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  Why You Can’t "Find" Faith (And What To Do Instead) https://www.spreaker.com/episode/unearth-your-imani-shedding-the-illusion-of-doubt--70797361 You’ve been hustling backwards. For years, you’ve been told that if you just read enough, pray enough, and grind enough, you will finally "find" faith in yourself and your community. But what if Imani isn't lost? What if the reason you feel disconnected from the Red energy of Faith isn't because your spirit is empty, but because your mind is too full? We are walking around carrying the heavy, rotting weight of other people's opinions, societal programming, and ancestral trauma. We are trying to plant the seeds of Imani in soil that is choked with the weeds of doubt. Want to know the secret to stepping into your true power today? It’s not about doing more. It's about letting go. Call to Inaction: “A man carrying a boulder cannot catch a blessing.” Today, do not add a single affirmation to your mirror. Inste...

Final Goodbye II- Running from grief

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Today Pepa died/ Should I be happy for him/ or sad for my lost?/ Thursday morning June 28, 2012 9:08am: Sitting at my desk preparing for the day. It is going to be busy with all of the Yoking classes I have this afternoon so I decided to get busy on this back log of paperwork sitting on my desk. While sitting there I decided to complete my podcast of the "6th tool". Phone rings, and I look at caller ID, and feeling of dread hits me. It is my mother calling, and I'm hoping that she does not have bad news to report about my grandfather: ha2tim: "What's up? Mother: "where you at?" ha2tim: " I'm at the office, why what's up?" Mother: Well I was looking for your wife, I called and she didn't pickup." ha2tim:" Well you know she never answer the phone." We laugh.... Mother: " Well I wanted to go by and pickup Gina (my youngest daughter), cause you know she tickles daddy." I get qui...